i swear i had my fair share of lies

love to have me crazy when i'm all up in my thoughts

running out of time i got my eye up on the clock

i'm just tryna make it for my family out the block

and i know that we all tryna leave

and i know they placing all the best on me

that's why i'm grinding every day of every week

and i'm tired but i'm trying

and i know i gotta pick up my feelings

hey i've been crying

tryna get up out the deep end deep end deep end

gotta pick up my feelings feelings

cause i ain't going nowhere

if i'm stuck up in the deep end deep end deep end

i've been running headless

with my heart up on my sleeve

seen too many things i shouldn't see by nineteen

mentally the oldest and i'm having fun of me

started life a hundreds

that's behind most of the tears but i'm a top shit

i'mma make it out and you can watch this watch this

buy my momma house not on this block b**h

yeah yeah you can watch this watch this

cause i'mma pick up my feelings

i've been grinding

tryna get up off the deep end deep end ah

gotta pick up my feelings

cause i ain't going nowhere

if i'm stuck up in the deep end

i'mma get up out this deep end deep end

i don't wanna talk if it ain't money

talk i don't really talk because the money talks

don't come at me with gossip that's a dummy talk

and if you getting toxic i ain't scared to walk

just wanna feel the top on the low

just winding like a dog and a bone

gotta bless the highs but f**k these lows

and i'm feeling tired but i'm trying

and i know i gotta pick up my feelings

gotta pick up my feelings

i'mma pick up my feelings

cause i ain't going nowhere

if i'm stuck up in the deep end

i'mma get up out this deep end

na na na