At night is when my soul feels heavy, heavy

And I can't feel my pulse underneath my own bones

You're worried that you won't make it

And your music won't matter in the end

Oh it's soul breaking

Tried to wish away the old me, old me

Forget the people who would hold me, hold me

Now I'm stuck in this half life, full time

And I don't know what to do

Don't know what to do

I been stuck in this half life, full time

And I don't know what to do

Don't know what to do

At night is when my heart races

Oh you get under my skin

I'm breathing in thunder, my hands are on fire

I, I might bum my bedroom down

So I don't play with matches

I sabotage attachments yeah

I got my own reasons

I'm in my own way, way yeah

Tried to wish away the old me, old me

Forget the people who would hold me, hold me

Now I'm stuck in this half life, full time

And I don't know what to do

Don't know what to do

I been stuck in this half life, full time

And I don't know what to do

Don't know what to do

Don't know what