Somewhere there's a school desk with her name etched in the top

Top corner of it

Always said we were friends but my feelings were just

A little more honest

The minute I admitted I wanted it

Was the minute I admitted I was different

But when you're confidently complicated

So broken you're unbreakable

Over-underestimating

Anything that could've been more

Optimistically jaded

A heart of glass in walls of stone

When you think you feel it but you don't really know

What do you call it?

Can't help overthinking

Every, "What if, is it a phase? Will I get over it?"

Like, "What if things change, what if I'm fake?

What if it's all just for the hell of it?"

But I'm in it, I admit it, I wanted this, ayy

I'm in it, I admit it, I'm different

(Oh, I'm different)

But when you're confidently complicated

So broken you're unbreakable

Over-underestimating

Anything that could've been more

Optimistically jaded

A heart of glass in walls of stone

When you think you feel it but you don't really know

What do you call it?

Maybe I'm scared to call it anything you call it

So I'm just calling to say, "Hey!"

I'm sorry that it's taken me so long

Don't wanna say it wrong

But if I'm being honest

I think I'm confidently complicated

So broken I'm unbreakable

I've over-underestimated

Anything that could've been more

Optimistically jaded

A heart of glass in walls of stone

I think I feel it but I don't really know

(Oh, I wanna know)

I wanna feel this but I don't really know

(Now I'm in it, I admit it, I'm different)

I'm gonna feel this, I'm ready to let go

So I'm gonna call it

What I wanna call it