It's been three months

Since I lit one up

But I needed something on my lips

To get me through

And then see this coming

When I let you go

I didn't think it be this hurt get over you

If I was the one who called it quits

Why in the hell do I feel like this

If saying goodbye was for the best

Then tell me why am I such a goddamn mess

If I was the one who broke your heart

Why am I so torn apart

If I was the one

Who lit our love and let it burn

Why am I breathing in this secondhand hurt

If you hated me

Maybe then it would hurt so deep

Maybe then I'll get some sleep

No one you worn dying crying

Nobody told me

How hurt it is to be the breaking

I've always only been the broken

Let them alone so but

Then both you say the thing

If I was the one who called it quits

Why in the hell do I feel like this

If saying goodbye was for the best

And tell me why am I such a goddamn mess

If I was the one who broke your heart

Why am I so torn apart

If I was the one

Who lit our love and let it burn

Why am I breathing in this secondhand hurt

Oh this secondhand hurt

Any other fool

It probably when I stay with you

Put away for you leave

Cause I joke on me

Cause I miss left it wondering

If I was the one who called it quits

Why in the hell do I feel like this

If saying goodbye was for the best

Then tell me why am I such a goddamn mess

If I was the one who broke your heart

Why am I so torn apart

If I was the one

Who lit our love and let it burn

Why am I breathing in this secondhand hurt

Oh this secondhand hurt