you know its hard for me to be around you
that night it opened up my eyes saw the real you
youre so pure have a heart of gold
you are the warmth in all the cold
i only wished that you didnt know the real truth
what to do cant decide
do i cry do i say im okay and try to mask all the pain
comprehend all the times
hopes were high played with me
everytime like its all fun and games
maybe someday theres a chance you will feel the same too
you know i never really wanted you so bad
nowhere to run never felt so trapped
i know that i could just forget all about this
my mind at war with my heart
to lose it or break it
am i building a wall just to break it
am i strong enough to hold it down
but with one look oh no you got me now
staring at the black mirror hope it lights up
my patience getting thinner eyes slowly shut
see your name like cocaine
man you got me high
grey to blue how do you
make me alive
oh baby
you know i never really wanted you so bad
nowhere to run never felt so trapped
i know that i could just forget all about this
my mind at war with my heart
to lose it or break it
am i building a wall just to break it
am i strong enough to hold it down
but with one look oh no you got me now
