i still think about the early nights
i still think about me wide awake wide awake
they said fear is a false alarm
but they don't know what i've done today
and i'm still scared of the quiet nights
i'm still scared to be stuck in place
told them i would be fine for now
but they don't know what have i done
do i believe this is me
oh what have i done
just tell me where is the peace
so what have i done
there's something you need to see
so what have i done
what have i done
oh what have i done
a young soul saw his life today
he came close but he walked away
avoid plans cause they're all the same
he got friends so if he alone he's to blame
talks about himself but not to himself
he do not want to face what he done with
only feeling to got him
he's digging further inside of it
wondering if he can make it back home back home
then he told me
i don't wanna have to feel the pain
i don't wanna have to tell him why i'm not okay
i don't wanna be the reason that we can't complain
i'm supposed to be the one to push against the wave
but in that moment i saw that i'm in a prison
i am talking to myself i'm afraid to be written
terrified i grab a hold of any kind of escape
but i'm alone staring at the page
what have i done
do i believe this is me
oh what have i done
just tell me where is the peace
oh what have i done
there's something you need to see
so what have i done
what have i done
oh what have i
what have i
oh what have i done
what have i
oh what have i done
what have i done
oh what have i
what have i
starting to see where i'm putting my energy
now i can feel when i'm searching for remedies
i got a void it's an eye got the weight
it doesn't get lighter if i walk away
how can i know that it will be okay
why's it that certainty's all that i chase
i'm sinking and quicker the more that i struggle
i'm shoving myself into shade
now seeing the difference before me it's strange
i notice a picture is different today
it's an alternate message of personal history
a new one that's finally listening
but what are the thoughts and the feelings
what have experience that we have been missing
what are the years of me
seeing myself as a guilt but never forgiven
what have i done
do i believe this is me
oh what have i done
just tell me where is the peace
oh what have i done
there's something you need to see
so what have i done
what have i done
oh what have i
done do i believe this is me
oh what have i done
just tell me where is the peace
so what have i done
there's something you need to see
so what have i done
what have i done
oh what have i done
what have i
oh what have i done
what have i
oh what have i done
what have i done
oh what have i right there right there
what if i what if i what if i
oh what if i do
