I moved myself west to find a philosophy

Learn my geography at best

Where the mountains are cold

The rain drops it's tears i'm told

Amongst ashes a heart of gold they say

I guess it's best to imagine it that way

So i bought me a book to teach me the ways of god

Open my tarnished heart from it

Let's started praising the lord and talking in tongues code

Repairs on that broken road back home

I guess it's better than being alone

Now to death i'm dying

To love i'm trying

To god i'm lying again

And to my ma i've failed you

To my pa i always) blamed you

And to god i have shamed you again

So i moved myself out i pictured a better home

A lawn full of marigolds i guess

I headed back east started thinking my hope away

Depression was the one to stay since then

I take pills to push from my head

Yes i take pills to push it from my head

And now to death i'm dying

To love i'm trying

To god i'm lying again

And to my ma i've failed you

To my pa let's blamed you

To god i have shamed you again

To god i have shamed you again

To god i have shamed you again

Again

To god have shamed you again

God have shamed you again

I say god have shamed you again

Again