I've been trying

To remind myself

I'm not what i used to be

I've been begging

To escape this hell

The cycle repeats

All day, all

Nights fall

I'm just growing tall

But my life still this way

Try to

End this so very blue

Dynamic

With a lights flick

I don't wanna run away

From my problems everyday

But I don't know how to come to terms

With the shit that i've been through

All these years

I feel like

A daffodil in a pile of roses

Tryna take control of my choices

And I know this

Nights fall

I'm just growing tall

But my life still this way

Try to

End this so very blue

Dynamic

With a lights flick

It's always me

I try to feed myself

With shit that makes me happy

But I cant help but feel the stares

It's sad but true

Daffodils ain't blue

I don't f**g know what I did

Just tryna live life as a kid

Pull out all the weeds in my life

Heal the scars take out the knife

All night

I see it fall

I see it fall

Nights fall

I'm just growing tall

But my life still this way

Try to

End this so very blue

Dynamic

With a lights flick