oh i remember all the nights without end
i remember being pushed around the bend
i remember wondering if she'd ever come home
i remember feeling so goddamned alone
too many tears in our lives
too much pain for me to hide
i don't need to ask if the answer is why
i don't like living if half is alive
oh i remember laughing while she cried
i remember the light shining in her eyes
i remember watching her watch the rain
i remember all the endless nights in pain
too many tears in our lives
too much pain for me to hide
i don't need to ask if the answer is why
i don't like living if life is a lie
oh i remember not realizing how much i cared
i remember all the dreams we should have shared
i remember wondering where i went so wrong
i remember not wanting to go on
too many tears in our lives
too much pain for me to hide
i don't need to ask if the answer is why
i don't like living if life is a lie
oh i remember lying alone in the dark
i remember the fire ended the last spark
i remember begging god to take her place
i remember dying when i forgot her face
too many tears in our lives
too much pain for me to hide
i don't need to ask if the answer is why
i don't like living if life is a lie