Reminiscing on a past life

But it don't feel so distant

I can't help but miss it

Even though that me certainly felt so different

Locked in my head, in my room, in my tunes

If I knew just what a blessing that was

Knew just what a lesson that was

I wouldn't have been so bummed

If I could see me now

I would've been so proud

I would be so proud

Still in my head I'm the same

Still chasing my next thing

Still waiting for my big break

Still waiting for that pain to go

Still too complacent you know

You know?

I'm sure you don't

Broken wallet

Broken soul

Broken hearted

Broken hopes

Broken codes

That you made

To keep you straight

To get you paid

To get you laid

To get you fame

Isn't that what you wanted

Isn't that why you started

Isn't that where your motives lie

Aren't you shallow

Hold up, why?

I don't know

Reading over the manifesto I wrote

I see the man I was from the holes in the plot

Don't get me wrong

I'm still that guy

From all the songs

I've just evolved

I see now, can't see all

Just keep on

Keep on

Keep on

Keep on

You'll find your way just keep on

You'll find your place just keep on

Keep on

Keep on

Keep on your mission

Don't give up your vision

The more that you listen the world will give

It comes in cycles

Just ride it like biking

You'll find if you open they'll be so inviting

I'm overstimulated as always

I must concentrate my efforts and reduce my thoughts

I know anything is possible

But still I'm overwhelmed by stagnance

Nothing is way too much

Yet everything is not enough

Where's the balance

What good is a dream that I'm too scared to chase

I've been running in place

Yeah, zumba is easy but I'm too young to do these things

Got too much time on my hands

Not enough drive for my plans

My peace has misguided my head

The wars just delayed

The coroners been paid

Trust there's not much time left to wait