Yo man.

I went so, I got so far up, man.

Man, we had hit the plateau.

And I started focusing on partying and shit.

I started popping those damn Percocets.

Fuck my whole shit up It's the dawning of a new era

Tattooed, broken tooth in a new era.

I ain't where I'm supposed to be, it's a tooth error.

I ain't trippin', I ain't crippin', but I'm blue.

Mirror, mirror, mirror on the wall.

Do you remember me?

Was the fairest of them all.

Then I dropped the ball.

Now it's old and flat.

Sometimes I feel like there's nobody that can hold me back.

But sometimes I feel like it's a wrap I'm living in a trap I'm giving all I got but they ain't giving nothing back I'm battling depression in my head I'm trying but I'll probably be aggressive till I'm dead

And everybody knows of my addictive personality I chase my dream but I'm not living in reality

Cards are stacked against me.

Too much time lost.

God, please help me.

Why?

Cause I'm lost.

Pretty crazy when your dreams are so close You can touch em now they seem like old ghosts

And now my memories are haunted Hope that they remember me or maybe they still want it It's pretty crazy when your dreams were so close

You could touch them now they seem like old ghosts.

Now my memories are haunted.

Hope that they remember me and maybe they still want it.

Look, I ain't got a lot of time left.

Got a team, but they don't seem to take no fucking giant steps.

I try to tell them I could use a little help.

That's exactly what they give me.

Gotta do it all myself.

Most rap performers are just transformers.

I pretend to be crazy.

I pretend to be normal.

When listening to Mad, they get immediately stuck.

Then immediately after realize he's really fucked.

Look, I got no disguise concentrating on my art.

Mentally demented, I'm a monster in the dark Little monster drinking monster walking in the park With my dogs talking awkwardly but obviously sharp Asking me to make a club song on dubstep That's where the money at but that shit made me upset Maybe I am focused on my pride a little too tough Or maybe I just love hip hop a little too much

Pretty crazy when your dreams are so close You can touch them now they seem like old ghosts

And now my memories are haunted Hope that they remember me or maybe they still want it It's pretty crazy when your dreams were so close

You could touch them now they seem like old ghosts.

Now my memories are haunted.

Hope that they remember me and maybe they still want it.

Yo, I got a dark past, hoping it'll disappear.

But with the internet, they still see it crystal clear.

I need more time walking on the right path.

Cause I've been fighting with myself.

It's time to fight back.

Damage to my brain.

I've done damage to my feet.

All this damage on the surface.

Just imagine underneath.

And life can be a beach with a beach stare Damaged goods broken down need to be repaired Hard for me to transcribe the pain inside

Doing drugs five years till it drained me dry.

And if I knew back then what I know now, I would have saved up cash, would have slowed down, would have spread love.

would have gave back, would have helped show kids that there's a right track.

I would have kept writing, kept making music.

Kept battle acts, kept executive producing.

But now I'm back and I am still alive.

So I will give it all I got till they feel my vibe.

I'm hoping and I pray they understand me Cause if they don't, it's too late to make a plan B

It's pretty crazy when your dreams are so close You can touch em now they seem like old ghosts

And now my memories are haunted Hope that they remember me and maybe they still want it It's pretty crazy when your dreams were so close

You could touch them now they seem like old ghosts.

Now my memories are haunted.

Hope that they remember me and maybe they still want it.

Still got an open window.

I'm going to do one more big laugh before I'm going to call it a wrap.

I know I still got what it takes.

Fuck these little posers.

I almost made it.

to the top then it had to stop