On my shoulder 
Is relayed away 
Do you always love to smoke by 8 
'Cause baby don't mind 
It's never colder 
When the daylight breaks 
Do you not regret the bed we made 
Does it cross your mind 
Well baby does it cross your mind 
I did not intend to slow you down mm 
Even though I'd hoped we'd have spoke by now 
I was acting like an only child 
What takes forever is a lesson learned 
I have nothing to show for the medals I've earned 
And maybe I mind 
'Cause no on e' s ever 
Seen me traipsing in 
I've been hiding from all the places I've been 
And sore from trying 
And acting like an only child 
But I did not intend to slow you down mm 
Even though I'd hoped we'd have spoke by now 
Maybe we were only lying 
Heaven's closing 
They're still pouring drinks 
And have all those crazy ways you think 
I love you light 
But I can't reason with the past we face 
I'm sorry for the mess we made 
And if you want we'll pick through my mistakes 
You'll see me crying 
But maybe we could put it all behind 
I did not intend to force your hand oh 
Even though we swore we'd understand 
Maybe we'll be always trying 
We'll be always trying