I just wanna start all over

I think I've gone too far now I can't go back

Every time I think I'm sober

Devil always wanna bring me back down more

But I just can't let go

I've been waiting for eternity

Went through all the pain

Anxiety and agony

I can't turn around

Go back to my childhood

Catch me late at nights

With my own dilemmas

I can't believe that my childhood is fading

We've been deceived that the world is so amazing

Things are changing

And I hate it

Life is draining

And I hate it

I wanna be a kid forever

And forget all the pressure

My childhood heroes became my foes but

I guess that's the wave of life and how it flows

I miss the days with no pain

Imagination to play

I know that it is okay

I trust in you it's yahweh

I miss the days with no pain

Imagination to play

I know that it is okay

I trust in you it's yahweh

I just wanna start all over

I think I've gone too far now I can't go back

Every time I think I'm sober

Devil always wanna bring me back down more

But I just can't let go

I've been waiting for eternity

Went through all the pain

Anxiety and agony

I can't turn around

Go back to my childhood

Catch me late at nights

With my own dilemmas

I been hurt from the things that you said

Thinking it'd be better if you leave me for dead

Maybe I could get it if you love me instead

Maybe I could get it if you love me instead

I been drowning in the ocean

Really tryna get it but I drown in my emotions

Really tryna get it but I get into the motions

Really tryna feel it but but no one ever notice

Say they want me back

And then they play these games

So then they want my love

But then treat me the same

I don't know how to feel

Saying that you want it put my pain up in a pill

You should just forget I just wanna keep it chill

I just wanna keep it chill

Say that I'm all that you want

But than you lie to my face

And then you judge me instead

And then you slide with the game

And I can't deal with love

I know all of it's fake

If you want it enough

You put me in my place

I just wanna start all over

I think I've gone too far now I can't go back

Every time I think I'm sober

Devil always wanna bring me back down more

But I just can't let go

I've been waiting for eternity

Went through all the pain

Anxiety and agony

I can't turn around

Go back to my childhood

Catch me late at nights

With my own dilemmas