I'm Grandin, took time but I'm finity fine and my feet ram on the beat fat in the silence
about time that I spoke up never the type to go nuts how you never been high for so
much but I'm better than guys I own up I ain't getting beside them donuts doing the rap for
no reason spit on a trap with no meaning I ain't never been into that you know I fill
in the blanks I don't leave them so hear me out because I mumble for so long but I speak
clearly now and if I told you I got you to know that I'm really down I've been clearing
out fear and doubts I don't even know the whereabouts of my old man I know why I'm just
being honest I don't lie like most guys I ain't even running a cosign I'm fine without
them a lot of guys are down and let them doubt me but when I'm around them I spit bars and
everybody's yelling and shouting like Nick's hard a big start getting about and then time
ticks fast I've been getting about it man you see people are fickle I know this but
don't give them a notice stay focused give it a go and make progress hitting your goals
is a process it takes time it won't be built in a day so don't be wrought and aware I'm
hoping you feel what I say look right up fill your pain and fill your brain with all sorts
they tell you to move this food like it's only a cue or two and that's something that
you don't do until now it's real now don't know what you're doing you feel down my mummy's
having trouble trying to pay all the bills how you gonna let her struggle alone so now
you're stuck on the roads and trying to hustle so there's something at home I know cuz that ain't
about no more no pennies no pounds no ups just downs and sometimes you see them around town
you're finna just shout out like why ain't you proud no more but you're scared of the answer
I'm prepared for the after effects and it's hard to accept that he's barely your father airing a
drama so you just wear the armor and act like you're fine hit the roads and it's time to grind
night to night day to day rise and shine life's a high up in the fire and line and when you're
trying to decline and move away from all of that you find out that you're caught and it draws you
back you wish your dad would have taught you that and really I can't relate but don't think that you
can't escape I know you can though it's hard to make the change at first it works and the path
you take gonna affect the world if you left the world you could break the cycle there's more to
this life than survival hand on a Bible my mind's full and if I waste what I'm giving it's mindful
don't ever want to live for a title
Lurie said that she'd see me in a minute I said I'm in the studio recording I'll call you in a
minute and I'm still trying to get over the break -up and the fact the sign and the deals
not taking a pay cut look I'm cool without the money I just want to change the game up label
asking where the music is and I just want to tell him that I'm new to this I'm having trouble
getting used to this I'm still a learner still a guy you never heard of still a faggot in my belly
I'm a burner I'm only four miles further
