if only i could love you enough

to give you what you need

if only i could be for

you the hand that feeds

cause i know you can only starve so much

til you like how it feels

sitting on a throne of bones

staring at that cold meal

it's not your body that i love

but it's the shell you're inside of

and you're killing it, you're killing

the only piece of you i can touch

it's not your body that i need

but that's what sleeps next to me

and you're killing it, you're killing it

you're killing it

please eat

if only i could make you

believe you deserve everything

every spoon and bite,

anything, you want to eat

cause i know can only starve so much

before you'll die

there's parts of you already gone

i can never revive