you've met my mom a few times

tell me that i look nice

waiting to kiss but you close your lips

we hug and it's a sucker punch

wake up text on day drunk

wanting to kiss but you close your lips

you're checking all my boxes

but somehow you say it's getting claustrophobic

if this isn't love

then what if i've been dreaming of

and if it never was

then why the hell does it hurt this much

so what if we make each other better

i miss you like crazy i can't take the pressure

but if we were never together

i guess this isn't breaking up

i'm always last to leave your house

call you when you're feeling down

got something to say

but i pull away

but i pull away

you're telling me about someone else

dinner table heart melts

it's not f**g fair i pretend not to care

i'm checking all your boxes

but somehow i feel like everything's one sided

if this isn't love

then what have i been dreaming of

and if it never was

then why the hell does it hurt this much

so what if we make each other better

i miss you like crazy i can't take the pressure

but if we were never together

i guess this isn't breaking up

we can keep watching our t shirt

even if caring cuts deeper than you could know

it's hard not to feel like someday

we might when you keep me

at arms length but hold on for dear life

if this isn't love

then what have i been dreaming of

and if it never was

then why the hell does it hurt this much

i wanna believe that this isn't love

then i'm reading then that it's not enough

and it never was

there's no reason to hurt this much

so what if we make each other better

i miss you like crazy

i can't take the pressure

but if we were never together

i guess this isn't breaking up