I think I'm starting to figure out my life

Because the past two years have come and gone so fast

I've lost my mind

Well I guess

Well I guess

That I don't have time to change my ways in one f**king day

Repeating situations in my head

What could have I done different

But goddamn the day this long life gets the best of me

The medication in my system blindly moves me on

And I'll look towards a time when I tell myself

I'm just fine

I'll finally find the time to clear my mind

And piece together what is mine

I think I want to start again

Shove a knife in my heart

Bleed me out

I want to feel my innocence

Reborn in me through the honesty of treating everyone

I love like a human being

To spare their feelings

I want to feel like a human being

But goddamn the day this long life gets the best of me

The medication in my system blindly moves me on

And I'll look towards a time when I tell myself

I'm just fine

I'll finally find the time to clear my mind

And piece together what is mine

So make me hate me