I never try to be rude, or cold, or mean and yet
I seem to push the ones away I love the most the best
I'm a gold medal 겨루기, never settle for second best
Never step to me or get a heel to your temple, boot to the chest and shit
Yeah the anger is crystal
Never try to be aggressive, just emotionally distant
Kinda difficult to see the bigger picture
When the calming ginger breeze just reminds me how I miss him
If I lost one more I'd fucking lose it
The thought of pouring out more liquor, damage my liver
Makes me really think if I'm really living, you know?
Is this part of the plan? Will I make it to my wildest fucking dreams if I ran?
Or will I choke?
Is this a fucking joke to you?
Moping in your room, you say your life is disposable
You tell that voice to shut the f**k up, cos the truth is
You got a life to live, so live it
Come alive
You'll run out of time
Did you make it this far so you can waste away?
Come outside
You've been stuck, don't lie
Kept on dragging your feet while your life passed by
Looking for another way
To live another day
But you can find your place
Alright
Looking for another way
To live another day
But you can find your place
You'll be alright
It's been a long couple years that have passed in an instant
Every clash of all interest decaying like a crash cymbal
No need for panic but that feeling is simplest
Feel so ignorant, wondering if I'll ever feel different
Breathing your air is crippling
Every fucking district, weak foundations
The mind and body are disparate
Gained weight and money spent
Didn't matter once finished
I'm a fucking human being, not a mood board on Pinterest
I'm exhausted
But that's part of the parcel
Up to PUD from 12 apostles
The drink could never help me figure it out
My composition's a fallacy, least I know that now
Self-love and self-care, those are rarities now
Why do I take care of my skin if I just wanna crawl out
Couldn't tell you what I need, it beats me but now
I'll keep on chasing these two sweet dreams
I'm out
Come alive
You'll run out of time
Did you make it this far so you can waste away?
Come outside
You've been stuck, don't lie
Kept on dragging your feet while your life passed by
Looking for another way
To live another day
But you can find your place
Alright
Looking for another way
To live another day
But you can find your place
You'll be alright
