What is this feeling I'm feeling
I'm pretty sure it's not peace
I feel a bit disconcerted
I feel insecurity
So where do I go what do I do
Get it all out of my head
I will hope in the light
I'm not giving up this fight
I am reaching out for love with all my might
Let me hope in the light
Even if it takes my life
I will raise the banner up
With all my might
I am the one who has made this affliction
And I am under the rod of your wrath
Brought into darkness lost all my vision
Driven to the edge of reality mad
I feel walled up in my own asylum
I feel the rust of the chains on my skin
These hidden beasts beating me into submission
Addiction and lusts of my flesh draw me in
I know I need to reach out but I don't want to
I need community love in my life
The steadfast type of care that never ceases
Sad new mercies in the dawn of new light
I want to believe and I don't want to be this way
I'm sick and tired of my self absorbed dread
So where do I go what do I do
Get it all out of my head
I will hope in the light
I'm not giving up this fight
I am reaching out for love with all my might
Let me hope in the light
Even if it takes my life
I will raise the banner up
With all my might
All these emotions are crippling
All the lies swim in my head
Drowning my life in this madness
Even no rest in my bed
I know I'm being dramatic
I know I'm hopelessly lost
So I want to go and I want to do
Get it all out of my head
I will hope in the light
I'm not giving up this fight
I am reaching out for love with all my might
Let me hope in the light
Even if it takes my life
I will raise the banner up
With all my might
Let me hope in the light
Even if it takes my life
I will raise the banner up
With all my might
Let me hope in the light
Even if it takes my life
I will raise the banner up
With all my might
