i'm up against a wall
feeling like i'm nothing at all
you knocked the smile off my face
stomped out my fire left no trace
you stole my innocence
shredded my dignity
you drained every drop of happiness out of me
this is my hell i'm under a spell
broken scarred and used
but i'm done running from the truth
and i'm tired of crying and wasting away
and i've tried but i can't find no one else to blame
and i'm tired of crying or wasting away
and i've tried but i can't find no nails to blame
but you i'm always looking over my shoulder
i pray but there's no answer
screaming till my voice is gone
but i'm on my own
every day i die a little more inside
i can't hide from the shame that's eating me alive
this is my hell i'm under a spell
i'm broken scarred and you
but i'm done hiding the abuse
and i'm tired of crying of wasting away
and i've tried but i can't find no one else to blame
and i'm tired of crying all the wasting away
and i've tried but i can't find no one else to blame
but you
you are you
you
and i'm tired of crying and wasting away
and i've tried but i can't find no one else to blame
and i'm tired
crime of wasting away
and i've tried but i can't find no one else to blame
and i'm tired
of crying of wasting away
and i've tried
but i can't find no one else
no one else and i'm tired
of crying of wasting away
and i've tried
but i can't find no one else to blame
but i am lost
caught up in a hazy dream
i am scared faith shattered things and not as they seem