I wish I could disable my feelings

I wish I could disconnect my mind

I wish I could stop my hands from shaking

I wish I could hide behind the blinds

Hold me up slow me down I can't keep up with myself

Hold me up slow me down I can't keep up with myself

I wish I could put myself in idle

And sleep through just one single night

And no dreams just the smell of coffee in the morning

My next day would already not feel so tight

Hold me up slow me down I can't keep up with myself

Hold me up slow me down I can't keep up with myself