God I'm Feeling Low (Explicit) - Sik World
Lyrics by:Jonathon Quiles
Composed by:Jonathon Quiles
Inside my mind going back and forth
Every single night I ask the Lord
Will he take all these grey clouds away
'Cuz when it rain I can't stand the storm
Trauma a pain that I can't ignore
No drive for days I'm a crashing course
I'm tryna fight off my depression
I don't know how long I had it for
But I had it long enough to know that
I is apart of me
They say get over it as if it isn't hard for me
As if I didn't hear it from everybody else
Giving me their opinion on everything
They feel is wrong with me
These highs and low taken a toll
I can't control my feelings now
I just don't know how long I'll go
Way down this road I'm feeling down
I make a record so they feel me now
Just 'cuz you exist don't mean you're alive
And I realized this as time passes by
I can't call it quits I quit every-time
I need to resist this feeling inside
I wish my pain would leave and just exit
Maybe I didn't earned my lesson
Lately I feel disconnected 'cuz
God I'm feeling low low low
I'm feeling low don't know where to go oh
God I'm feeling low low low
I'm tired of the pain wish it'd go away ay
I tell myself that I got this
Then tell myself that I'm not s**t
Tearing down my spirit
Now I'm in my feelings
Man when am I gunna stop this
These voices in my head do hit for sure
Comparing myself till I'm insecure
It hits me the worse when I'm feeling doubt
I'm locked in my thoughts
There's no getting out
It's a toxic cycle that I can't break
To paralyze to move so then I just wait
Till the pressure crushes me with all of this weight
Trust me I tried to run but I can't escape
Life like a loaded gun pointed at my face
Loves like a potent drug just to numb my pain
I tried to open up to the ones I'd date
Just to get broken up yo what a mistake
God I'm feeling low low low
I'm feeling low don't know where to go oh
God I'm feeling low low low
I'm tired of the pain wish it'd go away ay
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
This night mare isn't what I dreamed
I 'cross my hands in agony
I pray I pray oh