I'm happy
I see dead eyes on the verge of suicide
I realize it's not alright
I'll find my way to idolize it in my eyes
I'll reach the sky
Running out of breath i've been running
Telling all your friends
You don't wanna be a friend of me
You making up lies why am i getting all the penaltys
I wanna talk about us but they're talking to an enemy
I've been broken down like my food in my stomach
Hating these feelings but act like i love it
I don't wanna cheat nah i want fair play
I don't wanna crash land like an airplane
I want you bad but when you out there like that
Like a one sided talk you don't call me back yeah
Times were hard and when you left they got harder
My bed got colder and my room got darker
I'm still in love i know so are you
Why pray for the rain when our skies were blue
I'm still in love i know so are you
Let's talk tonight and we can talk it through
I see dead eyes on the verge of suicide
I realize it's not alright
I'll find my way to idolize it in my eyes
I reach the sky
Tell me if i'm lost in all the days it took
I gave it all i had without a second look
And i need breathing room if i don't see you soon
I think i'll die inside i blame
It all on you
I think i'm gone for good
It happened faster than it should
And now it's upside down
I must have misunderstood
But i still wish you were here
And maybe one day you will
And while i wait for you
I'll pop another pill
Black long sleeve
I can see you're freezing
You know i'll stop your bleeding
Let's not make this hard
Let's just hit restart
Messed up badly
How this all happened
This world's a mess
Please don't leave us stranded
I'm swimming in the ocean of fear
Back where i started no closer each year i fade
And maybe i'll start to disappear
As i cope with these emotions
I don't wanna get closer i see
Dead eyes on the verge of suicide
I realize it's not alright
I'll find my way to idolize it in my eyes
I'll reach the sky
Dead eyes on the verge of suicide
I realize it's not alright
I'll find my way to idolize it in my eyes
I'll reach the sky
And the
My love
