Writer(s): Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O' Connell
When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
Give me a day or two
To think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do mmm mmm
Do you read my interviews
Or do you skip my avenue
When you said you were passing through was I even on your way
I knew when I asked you to be cool about what I telling you
You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do
And I'd end up more afraid
Don't say it isn't fair
You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable oooh
So if you really wanna know
When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
You called me again drunk in your benz
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death but I'm wasting my breath
Cause you only listen to your F'ing
I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you no
Cause I never treat me this pity
You make me hate this city
And I don't talk ish about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
Cause that ish's embarrising you were my everything
And all that you did was make me f'ing sad
So don't waste your time I don't have
Don't try to make me feel bad
I could talk about everytime that you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends so I
Shut em all out for you cause I was a kid
You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just F'ing leave me
