Writer(s): Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell
Baby I don't feel so good
Six words you never understood
I'll never let you go
Five words you'll never say #
I laugh alone like nothing's wrong
Four days has never felt so long
If threes a crowd and two was us
One slipped away
I just wanna make you feel ok
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay mmm
I just kinda wish you were gay
Is there a reason we're not through
Is there a 12 step just for you
Our converstation's all in blue
Ten fingers tearing out my hair
Nine times you never made it there
I ate alone at 7 you were six minutes away
How am I supposed to make you feel ok
When all you do is walk the other way uh
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay mmm
I just kinda wish you were gay
To spare my pride
To give your lack of interest an explanation
Don't say I'm not your type
Just say that Im not your preferred sexual orientation
I'm so selfish
But you make me feel helpless yeah
And I can't stand another day
Stand another day
I just wanna make you feel ok
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay mmm
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
