first let me be the one to be the first to say it
oh honey i don't owe you understanding love or patience
i'm not the one to cry
or wear a smile or play the cards i'm given
but you don't listen
no you don't read between the lines
using my energy wasting my time
i'm giving you therapy you pay me no mind
you're calling me endlessly in the middle of the night
take what you don't give yeah
well let me show you how it is yeah
oh you must be thinking that my world just stops
my problems stop
baby living an old fantasy
my new ambitions put myself on top
but baby you're still stuck
just want the person that i used to be
person that i used to be
but she's gone gone gone gone
i'm not the person that i used to be
yeah she's gone
oh you think it's all about you
cause it's always all about you
don't take it personally
don't take it personal
i'm in a place where i can be heartless
vulnerable and self conscious
facing all off of my conscience
just don't make it personal
energy wasted on time spent
giving you therapy when you pay me no mind
still calling me endlessly in the middle of the night
you take what you don't give yeah
well let me show you how it is yeah
you must be thinking that my world just stops
my problems stop
babe you're living an old fantasy
my new ambitions put myself on top
but baby you're still stuck
you just want the truth person that i used to be
you must be thinking that my world just stops
my problems stop
they were living an old fantasy
my new ambitions put myself on top
but baby you're still stuck
just want the person that i used to be
shamed by some things don't change
still after better way
i save what could not be saved
still after better way
and face that some people change
still after better way
of saving what can't be saved
still after better way
ah shame now some things don't change
still after better way
i say what could not be saved
still have to bear the weight
and face that some people change
still have to bear the weight
of saving what can't be saved
still have to bear the weight
