I'm living it day by day
So I can try to catch focus
I gotta thank God that I'm still living
I'm letting know that he's noticed
I know that I need to change
All I could say the streets is all I live
Since I was neglected
All of my life I feel it's nothing but pain that I get
Stay strapped with a vest
Until I rest gotta do my best
While living this life I don't wanna be shife
All of my life
Feel like I was stabbed in the back with a knife
So all of my so called friends
Better check yourself
Don't approach me
'Fore I drop turn drop back on a n***a like me
That's why I gotta keep my faith in God
And I don't wanna go
But if I really gotta go
Then I'ma die living at my will
Trying to maintain the pain that I feel
Sometimes I feel that I gotta get killed
If it's that way then I won't feel the stress
That's kept up in my brain
Nobody to blame for the thangs I do
Not ready to choose if I should change
I suggest you better keep your distance
Better mind your bidness
I don't wanna go take your life
And it don't take much
That'll make me click
One day I'm hoping I see the light
This life of mine finna get worse
I feel I'm cursed for life with this stress
I'm so sick of me living in pain in vein
I'm thinking that I'ma be ready to rest in peace
I'm just trying to live my life
Why you hoes be acting shife
You always wanna hate my grind
I'm only trying make shit right
I'm just trying to live my life
Why you hoes be acting shife
You always wanna hate my grind
I'm only trying make shit right
Trying to regain my focus
My vision blurry from pain
Trying to calm all my nerves
Insents burning from Mary Jane
Trying to live my life
More paper f**k lime light
Daily says she down with me
But something don't feel right
Dougie steady be smoking
From the pain in my mind
If you say you down with me
Tell me why you be lying
Situation be sticky but when it's hot it'll bubble
Tell me you love me
But girl I would never you see me struggle
Could it be I'm part of this game
But nobody understand till somebody lay in this game
And I don't wanna be the one
That have to tell you mayn
But I'm still gon ball across the turning lane
Gotta keep my head up even though I'm fed up
Still stacking my change and sitting up on buck
Y'all boys don't learn not to f**k with us
We on the paper and in God we trust
Mucho caliente like the ese's
Keeping shit hot the way we getting paid
Better recognize we own the world
And it's just too late to pray
I'm trying to live my life like day to day
And I know he hear a G when I pray
So after we'll see I feel the change in me
And I know something good for I told the beat
I'm just trying to live my life
Why you hoes be acting shife
You always wanna hate my grind
I'm only trying make shit right
I'm just trying to live my life
Why you hoes be acting shife
You always wanna hate my grind
I'm only trying make shit right
In an attempt to make it right
Running up red here my daily flight
Taking Penitentiary chances right
To make sho my woman and baby tight
I make fake to the left but I make a right
Green or yellow don't worry I'ma make the light
Gotta get rid of a few cakes tonight
Anything go wrong I'ma take a life
Because I'm thinking about my lil' brother mayn
I really done lost my mother mayn
There cause my cousin no other mayn
When you f**k with that your life up in flames
I'm tired of the bullshit reaching me
I can't afford a class who teaching me
And make a n***a wanna cuss all the time
90 percent of songs
They be bleeping me I gotta watch my tongue
And just like I'm on fire
Pen start pimping it'll bug your eye
Tryin to go from steady to customized
Hoodrats to yellas with lovely thighs
Where they be when a n***a wanna drop the top
Everybody was spend money
Wanna cock the glock
Get away from laws
Had to drop my rocks
Jumping over the fence
The convict don't stop
Gotta buy diapers gotta buy clothes
Gotta get paid before I stole clothes
Picture for picture that's f**ked up
Especially when a n***a done done some shows
Rock the crowd for about fo' bills
Show me the money cause I show skills
I'ma sip the drank and I'ma blow the skill
And I'ma meditate until a n***a get a platinum deal
I'm just trying to live my life
Why you hoes be acting shife
You always wanna hate my grind
I'm only trying make shit right
I'm just trying to live my life
Why you hoes be acting shife
You always wanna hate my grind
I'm only trying make shit right
