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Not My Home

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I haven't smoked a sweet in 27 days

When I'm under pressure I feel it's necessary to blaze

And I'm asking Jesus what can I do anytime I go and pray

This world is killing me slowly my hair is growing gray

I remember not too long ago bumping given the bums

Now in 99 I'm struggling to live in the slums

I'm not use to the lavish shit no water no food or no phone

Highly invested and filthy n***a this is my home

Bout ready to give up the ghost but only cowards give up the fight

But how can I teach my son to read and write if there's no lights

What does it take to get a piece of the motherf**king American pie

When white folks stab you in your back before they stare in your eye

Working on my last nerve and what give a motherf**ker the nerve

To think that he's better cap in my face

With a Lexus and Benz let me run and go chase my cheddar

You see the title is overdue but they deny me my throne

I must be a foreigner to this place this world is not my home

This world is not my home I'm just-a passing through

My treasures are laid out somewhere beyond the blue

The angels beckon me from heaven's open doors

And a n***a can't feel at home in this world no more

Feel at home in this world no more

I try to leave it to the Lord to judge the living

I just hope I'm one of the sons forgiven when it's time to make decisions

For the scandalous life I'm living breaking ties for riches

Ain't no friends in bidness nothing but lies and snitches

Deep in the mind of mischief money making motivates crime

Soldiers fighting the war blind or destined to lose everytime

Live by the pain I've seen the flames trapped more lives than you could believe

My back are facts of scars of all the times I've been deceased

It's forever Guerilla until I die

When I'm dead and gone mama don't you cry

I know it's too much pain involved

But you gotta be the one to keep my alive

They wanna see me leave but they better believe

I'm not going out without a fight

Everybody wanna charge it to the game

Cause I be living the fame and I'm on top

Of the game stop yelling my name

And gon leave me alone you better get gone

I don't wanna get the chrome you better go on get away

Hollin' out what's the deal all because of my skills

And now you claim you real you better sit back and chill

Lord knows that I'm just passing through

And they be the ones that'll be making me do

Thangs even though I think sometimes I'm wrong

I gotta hold my own so I can roll on

Everyday that goes by it gets harder

I only try to survive the pain

Can someone please explain

Why it's driving me insane

Cause the more hope the more brain

The more light the more change

The more it stays the same

I know you heard we guerillas

But I really just can't take no more

Everybody proceed to show me love

Therefor this world is not my home

Why do they wanna see me go

Man I done been through enough

But I know the Lord's gon take care of me

When I get up above

Peep this they try to tell me that the world was lovely

But otherwise they be trying to f**k with me

But I keep my eyes open and lovely

I be balling can't even be approaching me

Ready to slap motherf**kers that be approaching me

These hoes ain't fin to get close me

And land in my house eating my groceries

Demons be trying to test a G

When all the anger and pain been stressing me

But I just can't let it get the best of me

I ask the Lord to guide and bless a G

Even though I done and lived the dirt wrong

I'm making a jack cause the world ain't my home

Everybody wanna see when you fall

Especially when you done worked so damn hard

So I watch em with they schemes and plots

Wanna try to come and take what I got

Infrared dots on they fat ass knots

And make it sho' that the enemy come to a stop

This world is not my home I'm just-a passing through

My treasures are laid out somewhere beyond the blue

The angels beckon me from heaven's open doors

And a n***a can't feel at home in this world no more

Feel at home in this world no more

This world is not my home I'm just-a passing through

My treasures are laid out somewhere beyond the blue