And breathin's overrated
Stormchasin' and it's gettin' later
I used to love her now I hate her
She's a brain-raider
Fallin' in a crater of lost memories
I'm so out of hand that I don't even f**k with me
I'm goin' trippin' drunk and slippin'
Sleepin' in ditches switchin' prescriptions
Bangin' a random whore and itchin'
I don't give a flyin' feces
I ain't one with the human species
Slappin' the nurse
Tryin' to up my cc's
I fall apart take all my pain
Turn it to art
Blowin' up a K-mart and blame it all on Mozart
F**k I'm surprised I got a deal
Every two hours I take a pill
That's where I'm at
It's all surreal
I got imaginary friends
An imaginary life
An imaginary wife and a real knife
Outta here by next weekend
Hung over on a dresser with my brain leakin'
And I run away from the light of day
I am not okay my soul's a misery
I think I'm losin' my mind
I'm whacked out on jack and blacked out
Trapped in a crack house full of d-d-doubt
I got guilt to the hilt
I fight tears and fears
Been out for ten years
Hit a big bump up off the mirror
Find me at www dot
I came to trouble you dot
Come here mothaf**ka
Take your best shot
Suicidal got a lot of demons to fight
I'll probably sit in a chair and put my mouth around a rifle
I feel abused to lose the blues
I'll bring my booze
I'm in the who's who's and d**e fees
And floozies in the land and preparin' for news
These niggas are never choosy
The morning sun is like a
Sledgehammer to the forehead
And I'm barely here look in the mirror every day
And slowly disappear
Been through a million
And 67 emotions in my short career
Riddles I fear
Staggered out in the street
And fall off a pier aww f**k it
And I run away from the light of day
I am not okay my soul's a misery
My heartbeat is racin'
Even though I'm standin'
Still I can't stop stormchasin'
I stole a shell casing so close to overdose
The light of day hurts my eyes
Wishing my death to be a surprise
My life should be more than four walls and a floor
But thats all that is mine
God give me a sign
'Cause I'm tryin' and dyin' at the same time
I'm not hesitatin' just waitin'
Heck yeah comin' with a flurry
And like the spice up in you throat
I get you chokin' like that curry
Somethin' 'bout the police and them lights
That get me worried
Made a lap up on that bastard in a hurry
Flyin' from the spirits
So I got a story
The dude that taught me how to rap was Ray Murray
It's all a can still it's filled with no glory
Top the killer red out at 2:30
And I run away from the light of day
I am not okay my soul's a misery
