I know we grew up a little too fast
I miss the days that we chill and relax
Where did the time go it all passed
Now i need to go back
I had no worries but always had plans
Only thing i do is take out the trash
Now it's much harder to laugh
Hard to get up and then work on my craft
I need inspiration
Don't need no validation
No more medication
Stress or meditating
I don't need you to save me
Feel like all of you hate me
Everything's been so hard
With all the situations lately
I just need to numb the pain for a minute
I just wanna run away on vacation
I don't know what else
To say now i just need to numb the pain
Oh i just wanna numb the pain
Oh i just wanna run away
I don't know what else
To say now i just need to numb the pain
I just need to know well maybe i'm done maybe i've lost
Still putting up a fight because i love my mom
I love my family
When i was young they would all look after me
I don't know why but i feel like a burden
I spent my life overthinking my purpose
I can't really cry i'm so used to
The hurting trauma creeps up on me
I just wanna numb the pain for a minute
I just wanna run away on vacation
I don't know what else
To say now i just need to numb the pain
I just need to know the pain
I just need to numb the pain
For a minute i just wanna run away
Oh vacation i don't know what else to say
Now i just need to numb the pain
