Ay yeah ay ay
I can't believe I got as far as
I have without the help that
You said you'd give me
Different life and I might be
Thanking you for sticking with me
But I guess that it's all for
The best mom was correct
I've been cursed since seventeen
But since my birth I've been blessed
Now I have to go and get these
Feelings off of my chest
Hasn't made the feeling better
But it's bringing in checks
Every day is a struggle and every
Night is a test
I know onе day I'ma blow up it just ain't happen yet
Had to stay in my home when all homies already left
They chasing dreams or chasing
Knowledge just acquiring debt
And they only come around when they
See you at your best
But I'm sorry that I yelled I'm just so f**king upset
I'm so tired of feeling like I'm just wasting my breath
Like I'm screaming at a being that I ain't never met
Like God above abandoned me he
Knows I'm a threat yeah
Maybe when I'm judged I'll find some
Solace in death what
I know you don't need me
Would you please just let me down easy
When you leave what do you do
It's obvious I mean nothing to you
Couldn't care less I see right through you
When I'm alone I think of you
You know I'm just a person we
Get what we deserve and
I'll shoulder all this burden now
That I been deserted
Didn't say that I'm perfect didn't
Even say I'm worth it
I just thought that maybe you'd give a
F**k that I'm clearly hurting
Working on a different version of who I was
I gave everything I have it seems it's never enough
In the bluff with the homies going out of our minds
Keep it up and someone's gonna
Gun me down in my prime yeah
I can't believe I got as far as I have
Without you there you never cared
And I knew it I blew it it's so f**king rare
To find a genuine love that when you in it
You know that it's real
But I'm better off alone I'm gonna die on that hill
Confined in my head all I want is all I need
But in the end I always seem to
Get the better of me
And I can tell you got somewhere better to be
In the end I know there's always someone
Better than me cool
I know you don't need me
Would you please just let me down easy
When you leave what do you do
It's obvious I mean nothing to you
Couldn't care less I see right through you
When I'm alone I think of you
You know I'm just a person
We get what we deservin'
I'll show that art is burden
Now that I've been deserted ay yeah
